It happened quite recently. It is back. I am back. At long last.
Every time when I unfold my mat, i feel like unfolding a new path of my life again – would I be able to rest myself, fold and unfold like the last time I did? It doesn't matter. Nothing is the matter. I would not push ever again.
It is my world, my own little world where I discover and console myself. I can't think who could have given it to me - that kind of love and compassion during practice.
Don't be mistaken. I am not as cold-hearted or pathetic or emotional as any of you would think. Broody, but never desperate. I am forever changing. I am passionate but free, ready enough to give up everything. My own little world looks little, but it has no limit, no time, no space.
We are not our emotions. We are not our thoughts. Our “selves” are so much deeper and purer than we always 'think'.
Don't let our thoughts control our lives. Let go. Just be. What we need is SIMPLICITY.
Follow your heart. Stop. Listen.
There is nothing, nothing at all, that one should feel when lying on a mat other than compassion and a peace of mind. There should be no pain but the pleasure of silence – as in any asanas practice. You would start to treasure your life and your loved ones when you lie down and breathe deeply.
Do that, do just exactly that, and forget those difficult asanas.
I am happy and ready to share more to the world. I don't care where I am, just like I don't care whether you are impenetrable or not.
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